May 31, 2012

And I’ll try to be as vegetarian as it gets without causing too many complications to my parents. 

May 31, 2012

I’ve been thinking about recovery and I have less than 80 days to be fully recovered. I haven’t lost all the weight I want to, I’m not even fucking close, but I can’t, just can’t go to college with this toxic thoughts inside of my head. 

I will aim, now on, for a 500 calories net intake for most days. No negative daily intakes, I will eat enough protein and less carbs. 

No binges, no restricting. I have to find balance. 

May 31, 2012
395 so far.

And It’s 1 oh clock. 

I’ll get up, print some stuff and go take the photos for mi visa. Then I’ll go make shitload of copies and en up at the gym. I’ll run untilmy body needs to stop. 

May 30, 2012

Food: 245

Exercise 480

- 235. Oh well. 

May 30, 2012
"Don’t stare into a mirror when you are trying to solve a problem."

— Mason Cooley (via disappear-into-thin-air)

May 30, 2012
FUCK THIS

May 30, 2012

Well, 140 so far. 

May 30, 2012

I will not be happy until I’m under 60 kg (133 lbs). 

It’s a fact. 

May 30, 2012
razorshapes:

Run

razorshapes:

Run

(via dontyougogleme)

May 30, 2012

Lets think about today’s intake, shall we?

So far, only tea. 

Lunch: 100g lentils (115 calories and 9g of protein) + salad. 

I’ll have a coffee afterwards and then I’ll go to the gym. Afterwards, maybe watermelon if I’m too hungry.  Jazz ensemble rehearsal  at 3 and then a meeting of my social project. 

Dinner, at about 9 pm, 2 egg whites with veggies. 

I need to shrink, fast.